Hopelessly in love...

I am so hopelessly in love with my baby!!! Don't get me wrong I love my other three too it's just that JaKobe still can't talk or fight or scream. He is such a wonderful baby. If you know me very well you know that I love babies so I am so sad that I can't have anymore. I am trying to enjoy my sweet little man every second. I love being with my children. I love being a Mom. There is nothing more rewarding and challenging in the world. I look forward to every up and down that the future holds for me and my beautiful family. I am so grateful for my faith and my Heavenly Father for this very difficult year. Every trial we have been through has made me a very strong person. It makes my faith grow trying to search for the reason for the hard times. And how rewarding it is to feel stronger for going through them. I want to tell all my family and friends and ward family how much you mean to me. There is no way I could have gotten though this year without you. You will never know how grateful I am to each and everyone one of you. Thank you for your prayers. There is NOTHING stronger than prayer. I love you guys!